Monday, March 29, 2010

I am not mad

I despise the way pple look at me...

I despise the way my own father looks at me...

I despise the pity I see in his eyes...

That is why i thank God for God. there's no one else that understands me like my Lord does.

Dear Lord, please deliver me from this ache in my heart... =) i love You Lord! =)

I praise You for i'm fearfully n wonderfully made...

Help me dear Lord!

grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change, courage to change the things i can and wisdom to know the difference...

love,
emay

Saturday, March 20, 2010

Help is rarely taken when freely given

Hey all,

I'm beginning to wonder what's wrong with everyone else i this world. or maybe the problem lies with me?

Is there no such thing as a free lunch? i say the only free lunch is the gift of salvation thru Jesus Christ. =)

=) =) =)

Did i mention how mmuch I love Singapore? Pple say that we are fast-paced, i say that you don't know how to pace urself. Nobody pointed a gun to ur head asking u to be fast-paced. I think it's up to everyone's personal choice. All of us have a choice to make. Even the littlest of things. Like whether to wake up already, or to sleep in for just another 5 min.

In life we mmust be very careful in making the right choices. then there are those that say that there's no right or wrong choice, only a choice. If that's how u wanna look at it, it's fine by me. However, what I can say is that I know when I do certain things there is a right and wrong. Just look at the entire Jack Neo scandal... why r pple so scandalised? cos there is a moral conscienceness. What makes it even worse is that he is a self-professsed Christian? Why is it that pple are so disillusioned with Christians? Why do pple keep complaining that 'U call urself a Christian?'

that's why I am so picky abt how I live my life. So that I can dare to call myself a Christian. To bear the Lord's name isn't easy in the least. That's how i feel anyway. some say that it's not easy to be a Christian. yeah i agree with that 100%. It's not easy and that'a why God gave us the Holy Spirit to help and guide us. =)


Now you are free to hv ur own views. but this is mine. in life there is only one absolute and that is God. He sent His Son down to die for us and He paid the price for our sins. Now that's the only free lunch in this world... even then if u think abt it, someone did pay the price and that is Jesus.

So now, u go ahead and lead ur life the way u want to 9said in the gentlest of tones) and i'll go ahead and live mine. Just the way i want to.. Just that before i think i'll always ask myself WWJD. =0) Long live Christ the King! =)