I am not mad

I despise the way pple look at me...

I despise the way my own father looks at me...

I despise the pity I see in his eyes...

That is why i thank God for God. there's no one else that understands me like my Lord does.

Dear Lord, please deliver me from this ache in my heart... =) i love You Lord! =)

I praise You for i'm fearfully n wonderfully made...

Help me dear Lord!

grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change, courage to change the things i can and wisdom to know the difference...

love,
emay